Tuesday, October 23, 2012

OCT. 24-2012 AN UPDATE FOR MY MEMORY

SHALOM!
WELL, SINCE I AM FAR FROM BEING A COMPUTER EXPERT, I GOT STUCK AND UNABLE TO GET INTO MY BLOG TO WRITE, ALTHO' I TRIED SEVERAL TIMES.
FROM END OF AUG. UNTIL NOW THE END OF OCT. I HAVE HAD SO MANY REGULAR CHECK-UPS AND CANCER CHECK-UPS, AS WELL AS A TRIP TO THE DENTIST. I AM SO GLAD TO SAY THAT THANK G. SO FAR, SO GOOD.
MY ONE LIFE-LONG BATTLE, AND SO MUCH MORE SO, IS MY UTTER FATIGUE WHICH I ALWAYS HAD SOMEWHAT, BUT AFTER MY CANCER EXPERIENCE, AND EVEN NOW, 2 YEARS LATER IS STILL SO PROMINENT IN MY LIFE. A LOT OF IT IS BECAUSE MY IMMUNE SYSTEM, LOW BEFORE THE CANCER, WAS VERY AFFECTED AFTER THE CHEMO AND RADIATION, AS WELL AS BEING ON A VERY HIGH, POSSIBLE ORGAN DAMAGING DRUG FOR A FULL YEAR, FOR THE SKIN CONDITION WHICH CONTROLLED MY LIFE AND LACK OF LIFE. WITHIN A FEW WEEKS NOW, THIS TREATMENT WILL CEASE, AND I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT THE PROBLEM WILL NOT RE-OCCUR.

I AM MINDFUL TO BE THANKFUL EVERY DAY, EVERY MOMENT. I CONTINUE TO GO TO MY CANCER GROUP STUDY ON BIBLE STUDY AND LIFE ISSUES, BUT ALWAYS FALL ASLEEP THERE NO MATTER HOW RESTED I TRY TO COME THERE. I AM AWARE TO LIMIT MY ACTIVITIES SOMEWHAT AND TRY TO BUILD UP STRENGTH, WHICH STILL EVADES ME. BUT I KEEP UP WITH EXERCISE, DIET, AND DOING THE ACTIVITIES THAT I CAN MANAGE, LIKE TEACHING PART-TIME, VOLUNTEERING PART TIME, SOCIAL EVENTS SOMEWHAT LESS.

I WISH ALL OF US WHO ARE IN TREATMENT OR POST TREATMENT BUT STILL CARRYING THE ONUS OF WORRY, HOPE FOR EACH GOOD NEW DAY.
UNTIL THE NEXT TIME=
BYE