Wednesday, August 13, 2014
WITH THE PASSAGE OF TIME-JAN. 2014
THERE WAS A PROGRAM CALLED 'THIS WAS THE WEEK THAT WAS'. WELL, THE MONTH OF DEC. WAS THE MONTH THAT WAS. IT WAS A ROUGH PAINFUL MONTH OF THINGS GOING WRONG W. MY BODY-AND NOT CANCER CONNECTED. FIRST, A HEAVY BRONCHITIS, FOLLOWED BY A PINCHED NERVE. AND THEN, AFTER A BRIEF INTERMISSION, I FELL OUT OF MY BED WHILE READING AND NODDING OFF, AND I HAVE PAID DEARLY IN PAIN, INABILITY TO STAND, SIT, BEND, DO. BUT NOW, AS WITH ALL AILMENTS HOPEFULLY, TIME MOVES ON, AND EVENTUALLY, YOU GET OVER THESE PAINS, KNOWING THAT, WHENEVER, WHEREVER, THESE HILLS AND VALLEYS WITH RE-APPA
AUG. 14-2014 WE MEET ONCE AGAIN AFTER SUCH A LONG INTERVAL
SHALOM:
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S SO LONG SINCE I LAST ENTERED. AWAY FOR 3 WEEKS, AND PREPARATIONS AND JET LAG RECOVERY KEPT ME BUSY AND INEFFECTIVE TO SIT AND TO WRITE.
AT THIS POINT, HEALTHWISE, I CAN ONLY SAY THAT THANK G. CANCER FREE AT THE MOMENT. SUFFERING CONSTANTLY, SOME TIMES WITH GREAT DISCOMFORT, OTHER TIMES, SO-SO, FROM MY LOW IMMUNE SYSTEM KNOCKED BY THE CHEMO AND RADIATION, SO THAT I BREAK OUT WITH HIVES, SWOLLEN LIPS, EYES ETC. THANK G. FOR A PILL TO RELIEVE , BUT THE FATIGUE THEN KICKS IN AND I AM EXHAUSTED. BUT, I MUST SAY, THAT I HAVE LEARNED TO LIVE WITH IT. KEEP GOING, EXCEPT WHEN I DO SHOW IT ON MY OUTSIDE APPEARANCE, THEN I STAY WITHIN FOR A BIT OF TIME. PERHAPS, THIS IS ONE IMPORTANT LESSON FOR ME, AMONG OTHERS, THAT NO MATTER WHAT IS WRONG, YOU KEEP GOING. I TRY TO STAY AFLOAT, AND EVEN TO SWIM AND SOAR! THIS IS THANKS TO MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHO CARE, THANKS TO THE CREATOR, THANKS TO MY NOT GIVING UP SHIP AND STAYING DOWN IN THE DUMPS. IT IS NOT EASY. WHEN I READ HOW THE WONDERFUL ACTOR, HUMORIST ROBIN ADAMS WAS SO DEPRESSED TO COMMIT SUICIDE, I AM IN TOTAL SHOCK. HE BROUGHT SO MUCH TO THE WORLD, AND YET SUFFERED SO MUCH THAT HE COMMITTED SUICIDE. IT SHOWS ME HOW MUCH WE MUST WORK AT HELPING OURSELVES, WHEREVER WE CAN GET THE STRENGTH AND HELP WE NEED, FROM PROFESSIONALS AT TIMES, AND FROM OUR SOUL MATES WHEREVER THEY ARE. I PRAY FOR ALL OF US TO KEEP STRONG AND TO LEARN TO WEATHER OUR SITUATION AS BEST WE CAN. G. BLESS! UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, HOPEFULLY ONCE A MONTH AGAIN.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S SO LONG SINCE I LAST ENTERED. AWAY FOR 3 WEEKS, AND PREPARATIONS AND JET LAG RECOVERY KEPT ME BUSY AND INEFFECTIVE TO SIT AND TO WRITE.
AT THIS POINT, HEALTHWISE, I CAN ONLY SAY THAT THANK G. CANCER FREE AT THE MOMENT. SUFFERING CONSTANTLY, SOME TIMES WITH GREAT DISCOMFORT, OTHER TIMES, SO-SO, FROM MY LOW IMMUNE SYSTEM KNOCKED BY THE CHEMO AND RADIATION, SO THAT I BREAK OUT WITH HIVES, SWOLLEN LIPS, EYES ETC. THANK G. FOR A PILL TO RELIEVE , BUT THE FATIGUE THEN KICKS IN AND I AM EXHAUSTED. BUT, I MUST SAY, THAT I HAVE LEARNED TO LIVE WITH IT. KEEP GOING, EXCEPT WHEN I DO SHOW IT ON MY OUTSIDE APPEARANCE, THEN I STAY WITHIN FOR A BIT OF TIME. PERHAPS, THIS IS ONE IMPORTANT LESSON FOR ME, AMONG OTHERS, THAT NO MATTER WHAT IS WRONG, YOU KEEP GOING. I TRY TO STAY AFLOAT, AND EVEN TO SWIM AND SOAR! THIS IS THANKS TO MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHO CARE, THANKS TO THE CREATOR, THANKS TO MY NOT GIVING UP SHIP AND STAYING DOWN IN THE DUMPS. IT IS NOT EASY. WHEN I READ HOW THE WONDERFUL ACTOR, HUMORIST ROBIN ADAMS WAS SO DEPRESSED TO COMMIT SUICIDE, I AM IN TOTAL SHOCK. HE BROUGHT SO MUCH TO THE WORLD, AND YET SUFFERED SO MUCH THAT HE COMMITTED SUICIDE. IT SHOWS ME HOW MUCH WE MUST WORK AT HELPING OURSELVES, WHEREVER WE CAN GET THE STRENGTH AND HELP WE NEED, FROM PROFESSIONALS AT TIMES, AND FROM OUR SOUL MATES WHEREVER THEY ARE. I PRAY FOR ALL OF US TO KEEP STRONG AND TO LEARN TO WEATHER OUR SITUATION AS BEST WE CAN. G. BLESS! UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, HOPEFULLY ONCE A MONTH AGAIN.
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