MY MIND REMINDS ME TOWARDS THE END OF EACH MONTH TO WRITE AN UPDATE. I AM CONSTANTLY WRITING MY FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS IN POETRY AND PRAYER IN ANOTHER FORMAT, BUT FEEL THE NEED TO KEEP UP THIS LEDGER AS WELL. THANK G. EACH MEDICAL CHECK-UP SEEMS TO INDICATE THAT ALL IS WELL, CANCER -WISE. BUT I AM QUICKLY REMINDED BY EITHER BY ONCOLOGIST OR MY SURGEON, THAT NOW 3 YEARS LATER, NOT TO BE FOOLED. THERE IS NO CUT-OFF DATE FOR BEING 'SAFE', LIKE 5 YRS. SEEMED TO BE. JUST AS CANCER STRUCK ON A NORMAL YEARSLY MAMMOGRAM DAY, SO IT CAN RETURN. AND SO I KEEP ON LIVING, PANICKING WHEN MY BODY SEEMS TO BE CAVING IN, BUT RELENTLESSLY FIGHTING ON, AND AT THE SAME TIME, BEING SO VERY MINDFUL WITH THANKS FOR 'UP TO THIS MOMENT' RELIEF. I WISH ALL READERS TO WORK ON BEING UPBEAT, HELPING OURSELVES BE POSITIVE AND DOING POSITIVE ACTIONS OF CARING FOR OURSELVES.
OUR LIVES HAVE THE CONSTANT UPS AND DOWNS, AND NOTHING IS PERMANENT, AND CERTAINLY NOT HUMAN BEINGS. SO G. BLESS ALL OF US.
UNTIL NEXT MONTH-
LOVE
Thursday, February 28, 2013
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
FEB. 6-2013 LIFE AND ITS CHALLENGES
SHALOM!
THANK G. MY PHYSICAL TESTS ARE COMING BACK O'KAY. EACH ONE HAS ITS FEARS ACCOMPANYING IT, BUT AM ALWAYS THANKFUL. I KNOW I OFTEN THINK THAT IF I HAVE NO OPEN SIGNS OF CANCER, THAT LIFE IS PERFECT, BUT LIFE'S CHALLENGES KEEP COMING. I HAVE HAD SEVERAL OF THESE 'CHALLENGES' LATELY, AND AS STRESSFUL AS THEY ARE , I CALL THEM MY 'KAPAROT' AND SAY TO MYSELF AND TO OTHERS: 'AS LONG AS IT IS NOT CANCER, I CAN LIVE WITH IT'. WELL, I AM BEING GIVEN MANY KAPAROT, AND HOPE THAT I CAN GROW IN MY EMUNAH TO TRUST THAT SUCH IS LIFE -WE ARE UP, WE ARE DOWN, AND THAT IS PART OF LIFE'S EXPERIENCES. I AM SO PLEASED THAT I AM AND CAN BE OF SOME SMALL HELP TO OTHERS WHO ARE SUFFERING. I KNOW THAT A LISTENING CARING EAR IS SOMETIMES AS MUCH AS AN ACTUAL MEDICINE.
UNTIL THE NEXT WRITING, I TRY AT LEAST ONCE A MONTH TO WRITE HERE, BUT DAILY I KEEP UP WITH MY DIARY OF ABUNDANCE AND MY OWN PRAYERS.
G. BLESS ANY READERS AND ALL OF US.
THANK G. MY PHYSICAL TESTS ARE COMING BACK O'KAY. EACH ONE HAS ITS FEARS ACCOMPANYING IT, BUT AM ALWAYS THANKFUL. I KNOW I OFTEN THINK THAT IF I HAVE NO OPEN SIGNS OF CANCER, THAT LIFE IS PERFECT, BUT LIFE'S CHALLENGES KEEP COMING. I HAVE HAD SEVERAL OF THESE 'CHALLENGES' LATELY, AND AS STRESSFUL AS THEY ARE , I CALL THEM MY 'KAPAROT' AND SAY TO MYSELF AND TO OTHERS: 'AS LONG AS IT IS NOT CANCER, I CAN LIVE WITH IT'. WELL, I AM BEING GIVEN MANY KAPAROT, AND HOPE THAT I CAN GROW IN MY EMUNAH TO TRUST THAT SUCH IS LIFE -WE ARE UP, WE ARE DOWN, AND THAT IS PART OF LIFE'S EXPERIENCES. I AM SO PLEASED THAT I AM AND CAN BE OF SOME SMALL HELP TO OTHERS WHO ARE SUFFERING. I KNOW THAT A LISTENING CARING EAR IS SOMETIMES AS MUCH AS AN ACTUAL MEDICINE.
UNTIL THE NEXT WRITING, I TRY AT LEAST ONCE A MONTH TO WRITE HERE, BUT DAILY I KEEP UP WITH MY DIARY OF ABUNDANCE AND MY OWN PRAYERS.
G. BLESS ANY READERS AND ALL OF US.
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