MARCH 02-10 A SMALL BREAK!

Shalom!
What do I do with one Wednesday, today, before I start at least 8 Wednesdays of a new type of chemotherapy? Thank G. I am somewhat symptom free, except for tiredness and nausea , I seem to be drifting in between chemos and lacking substance in my life. I am used to really teaching and working full time, and volunteering. So I feel somewhat at loss with only some work at the moment. But some of my grandchildren and I went to a soup kitchen on Purim to dish out and serve hot meals to needy people, and altho' extremely tiring for me, it was wonderful to do it and to see at least one of my families doing this now for 2 years in a row. They brought Purim goodies from their whole community to give out, and my heart was delighted.
Anyways, back to my 1 free day of a Wednesday. I hope to visit a dear friend and see her new home-she has been so supportive altho' I rejected her for so long as I couldn't share with her or simply cry non-stop, so I stopped seeing her for so long. And I am going out with wonderful good friends for supper. Hopefully, I can do it all. I tire so easily, and I can't eat great amounts at once-I need small deposits often in my system. The inability to drink is not good for me, and so I rely a lot on soups. I have to keep telling myself to think positive, and not to dwell on what if's etc. I seem to have hibernated within my home, with small outings now and then. But when I teach, I am a different person. Thank G. for some ability left.
Be well, all of my readers. Enjoy the moment-which is what we really have. I have posted on my bulletin board a good thought:

Remember yesterday
Dream about tomorrow
But live today!

I challenge myself and you to do this today,-let's not worry about what could have, should have been in the past-we don't know our future, but are aware of our mortality at some point, but we have the gift of today hopefully!
Talk to you again!
chaya bat sarah bayla