I first of all am so thankful to the universe of love that has surrounded me. The godliness in so many human beings is what makes our G. so real, as we all have this potential within us. Thank you all. At the same time, I am praying for Gila bat Bella, who undergoes surgery today, as well as are so many all over, I am sure.
Thank G. my throat that was somewhat hurt during the operation by the tube down my throat, is improving, and I can speak and drink more easily without so much pain. It's weird that this has caused me more pain than the side operated on. So I am feeling so lucky to have passed this first trial. Am in limbo, happy and trying to not think of what's coming, altho' I know it's on its way. Maybe I'll be lucky to be strong to handle it. Anyways, life gives us and we must take on what comes our way. I am lucky that I feel so surrounded by caring wonderful images of G. in the forms of family, friends. I focus now on seeing the beauty in everything-nature, my spot to live in, my sweet little dog, Mocha, my love of my teaching, the beauty of Shabat coming each week, of sharing smachot far and near, and always being aware of man's mortality, including mine.
So to any womany going thru' this trial, take the good given to you by life, by others and hang on to all that good and love.
Shabat Shalom until I write again. This blog is really done for me-I just knew I had to do it. If it helps one person, I will be thrilled. As well, I have an 'Abundance' journal, that I keep on my computer,where almost every day, I jot down 5 or more good things that I am thankful for that day. It's amazing that even amidst problematic times, there are good things to be thankful for all the time!
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