Shalom once again:
Where I once was so shocked at my diagnosis of cancer, I now have learned to accept it somewhat. When I went to hear the pathology report finally, it was much less traumatic than at the beginning. I am still fighting the whole idea of chemotherapy, but know that with 3 tumors having been removed, I have no choice but to do it anyways. I feel very lucky and blessed that the cancer did not invade the lymph nodes or deep into my body. But I still am not comfortable with the feeling in my breast, which I hear takes a lot of time to heal. I have been busy enjoying family smachot, thank G. and going crazy finalizing which oncologist to use as my doctor. I go to see him this next week and hear about what's in store for me and when. I am lucky to feel the friendship around me and believe me, do we need it. To be honest, as brave as I seem to me, I am scared to the core inside. But I try to be positive and fill myself with emunah as best I can.
Thank you to any reader who is praying not only for me, chaya bat sara bayla, but praying for all sick people.
Bye for now.
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