SHALOM!
TIME HAS ITS WAY OF SORTING THINGS OUT. THE 3 GROWTHS AND 3 BIOPSIES PROVED, THANKFULLY, NOT TO BE CANCEROUS. WHAT THEY REALLY ARE I DON'T KNOW, UNTIL I MEET WITH MY DOCTORS AGAIN.
NOW I HAVE TO DO THE 4TH BIOPSY ON THE OTHER SIDE. I HAVE LEARNED TO TAKE IT IN MY STRIDE-IF IT'S THERE, IT'S THERE, AND WORRYING JUST WON'T HELP SOLVE THE MATTER OR CHANGE THINGS. SIMPLE TO SAY, BUT I DO TRY TO PUT WORRYING ASIDE. THE DAY OF I GET ANXIOUS AGAIN, AS I IMAGINE IT WILL ALWAYS BE.
I GUESS LIFE CONTINUES TO GIVE ALL IN ONE FORM OR ANOTHER 'CHALLENGES' TO LIVE WITH, OVERCOME, AND STRENGTH TO JUST FORGE ALONG. SO I CONTINUE ALL MY REGULAR ACTIVITIES, TEACHING, EXERCISING, WATCHING MY DIET, AND TRYING TO DEAL WITH MY CONSTANT FATIGUE BY COMING HOME AND SIMPLY COLLAPSING PART OF THE DAY.
I SURE KNOW THAT MY BODY IS NOT THE SAME AS IT ONCE WAS. I FEEL THE PASSAGE OF TIME, AND HOW I MUST LIVE AS BEST I CAN TO ENJOY WHAT I CAN, WITH WHATEVER LIMITED STRENGTH THERE IS. I BLESS ALL THOSE AROUND ME WHO ARE EVER SO NICE AND CARING. WHAT A DIFFERENCE A KIND WORD OR GESTURE DOES FOR THE NESHAMA/SOUL.
I WISH ALL OF US WELL, UNTIL THE NEXT TIME I WRITE.
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